I need to rest my mind. My life is filled with uncertainty that I couldn’t sleep well these past few nights. I want to take a sedative because another night like a vampire is just too much to bear. My heart pumps faster than I could breath. Is there any way I can calm myself? I think I will get one everest shoulder rest violin at music123, so I could play a song like shine on to relax my mind. It’s a fast song but I can adjust well to the tune. I am quite tired right now and no amount of pills can put me to la la land. My mind doesn’t want to cooperate and is somewhere wandering, flying in never land.
For now, I will try to listen to calming music hoping this will soothe my soul and mend my mind.